Manuel.

aaaaaaaand I feel the depression coming lmao dude I desperately need school to start I need distractions

There’s so many things I wish I could get off my chest but if we’re being realistic that conversation might not ever happen

If you ask me none of this shit is fair but who cares

Why do I still care UGH like why do I still check what the fuck

And what’s even crazier is that since I didn’t really get anywhere here as soon as I’m out it’s like nothing ever happened

But it’s crazy, the possibility of me leaving in 7 months from now is becoming very real. And honestly I’m looking forward to it

Same time of year, same shot glass, and same liquor lmao funny how life repeats itself

Every time something sad happens I just feel the need to drink dude and that’s not okay